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...Hiatus: Who knows when I will return...

 
...Hiatus: Who knows when I will return...
2017.10.01 I dont ask for sympathy. Even the strongest people need a hug from time to time, even if they will reject it. "My wounds of my past was never healed. But it got ripped opened and now I dont know. I cant believe if anyone really loves me anymore. Its too much to bare anymore. Cant let anyone in. Too afraid to get close to anyone. Family mainly. My father was the first. I tried to get his love, but he ignored me. Even if he said he did. While thirteen years in some hell, not sure why I was there. But I tried to get love from my mother as much as possible, cause never know how long she will live. But didnt get all of it. Thirteen years away. Escaped from it all. But at the same time, thought there was no humanity left in this world. Took me a long while to believe in it. Till I met Rosa. She was different. She made me believe that there was humanity still left. But found out later, it was rare to find. I had two rp families, that went through hell because of me. I felt like a plague. Because I made Rosa had to suffer with that. Those rp families didnt just left me, they even left the ones who was associated with me. And that cause me and momma to have our differences that time. I felt like all I done was cause people to hate me. And I begun to hate myself more and more. Like why was I born? But what was so worse, was the second rp family. I told them my past what was left I known back then. I thought they were different from the first family. I even thanked them for everything. But once again, I was the problem and they hated me. Never wanting to be friends with me again. In 2014, I was yet again afraid to get close to people. And I met Papa then that time, me and him were enemies then. I was afraid to be near anyone to let anyone in my life, felt like I will bring misery to them too. But I even told her my past too, but in that very account, which is no longer here. And now she is another. And because of this, I am afraid to go to that family I am now and let them in. They try so hard to get me out of that. But its not so easy as it looks." If I had pushed most of you away. Its because I am afraid to get close to anyone. I do regret, but its not that easy. Starting today, I am on hiatus on here. Dont know when I will return. Please dont miss me, because I dont deserve it. Just let me be forgotten.
 
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IVXXTHEWOLF

IVXXTHEWOLF 메시지:

2118일 전 
much love
5☀ ☀ ☀ ☀ ☀
Hannenuete

Hannenuete 메시지:

2424일 전 
for your nice work all 5 stars
Teodoruka

Teodoruka 메시지:

2425일 전 
nu sys,you are very wrong. you are a beautiful soul and that is very understandable you are too afraid. but you don't deserve to be forgotten. you helped me with many things,and not just me,i'm sure. i will never forget,i promise. but don't fall in despair,please... you need to hope. to enjoy your family(what's left from it) and find a way to investigate people,like i do.
i'm pretty sure you won't see this,though.
elizamio

elizamio 메시지:

2425일 전 
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rainbowgyrl

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2425일 전 
BEAUTIFUL!!! 5+
passionpussycat

passionpussycat 메시지:

2425일 전 
Anytime you want to talk sweetie....I AM HERE FOR YOU :) TYSVM for your AWESOME FRIENDSHIP & for JUST BEING *Y*O*U*!!!! Remember you have a lot to give to this world!!:) I do hope that you come back as soon as you work through all this stuff..
Until then I will keep you in my HEART,THOUGHTS, & PRAYERES :) I Am Sending Lots Of LOVE,LIGHT,& HEALING ENERGY your way :)

Your Forever Friend,
Purrs & Meows,
Tawny....XOXO....Huggles....=^..^=
passionpussycat

passionpussycat 메시지:

2425일 전 
Hi Sweetie....I think your very nice & a great person....I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU....YOU CAN COUNT ON ME :) If I Say I Am Somebodys Friend I Mean It With ALL MY HEART :) I am so sorry to hear that you are going through this....I know it can`t be easy!!! But be yourself & be proud of it!!!! We have all made mistakes in our past!! Don`t let your situation define you....YOU DEFINE YOU :)I know that you will be missed :( 

con`t
passionpussycat

passionpussycat 메시지:

2425일 전 
Very Touching Creation!!!!!!!!!!
^5^.....Always :)
Have A *D*I*V*I*N*E* Sunday :)
=^..^= AMAZING KUDOS =^..^=
Fabulous Creativity :)
A *CANDY CORN MUFFIN WITH VANILLA CREAM CHEESE SPREAD* for you to brighten your Sunday :)

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